pissed. upset. hurt. sick. dehydrated. exhausted. quiet. raged. livid. shocked. alone. cold. a lot of things seem pointless. most dont seem worth it. a lot seem impossible. im on the verge of giving up. i dont have hope. ive lost my faith. i hate to admit that.
“To forget somebody isn’t possible. Deep inside, you remember everything. You may not think of them for years at a time, but you don’t know how to forget. You can recall the way they smiled when they were happy, and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn’t find their way.”
Rachel, I want you to know that every time we’re together I love every second of it. I would have to literally give it my best effort to not be happy while were together. If we have ever had any rough patches in our relationship, the second I we’re together, and I see your face, nothing else matters. Just the fact that im with you. And that Is always enough to make me smile and make me more than content.