And I give this curse to you, like there’s nothing else to do.
December 2010
Life
is the most spectacular show.
pissed. upset. hurt. sick. dehydrated. exhausted. quiet. raged. livid. shocked. alone. cold. a lot of things seem pointless. most dont seem worth it. a lot seem impossible. im on the verge of giving up. i dont have hope. ive lost my faith. i hate to admit that.
Got a smile that’ll hold you together. And a touch that’ll tear you apart. When she’s yours she brings the sunshine. When she’s gone the world goes dark.
That whole ‘Its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all’ I don’t really agree with. Why would I want to know how great something is, only to have to live everyday without it.
How many people
can make you feel extraordinary?
“To forget somebody isn’t possible. Deep inside, you remember everything. You may not think of them for years at a time, but you don’t know how to forget. You can recall the way they smiled when they were happy, and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn’t find their way.”
September.
Rachel, I want you to know that every time we’re together I love every second of it. I would have to literally give it my best effort to not be happy while were together. If we have ever had any rough patches in our relationship, the second I we’re together, and I see your face, nothing else matters. Just the fact that im with you. And that Is always enough to make me smile and make me more than content.
I still dont understand.
