Believe it or not, no amount of clothes, shoes, makeup, starbucks, or any material item will make me happy. All I want is to be with friends. And apparently that’s too much to ask. I don’t like being alone. I want to see movies, go places, do anything. But everyone is too selfish and so caught up with everything else to realize some people don’t like being alone.
February 2011
can you touch a rainbow? can you put the wind in your pocket?
Frustration and stress run in my blood.
Cause I have other things to fill my time. You take what is yours and I’ll take mine. Now let me at the truth. Which will refresh my broken mind.
ive become an online shopping whore. and im ok with that. i hate the mall.
For brief moment you think how you could have ever been that happy, or at least thought you were. And after awhile pieces of your soul will finally be put back into place. And you’ll meet people who make you feel that happy again.
Couldn't be a better description of how I'm suddenly feeling
I’ve been tired of feeling weak And I’m so tired but I can’t sleep And this time this stings deep I’m lost inside and it’s finally starting to show. And I know you know.
I’ve been tired of feeling weak So tired but I can’t sleep And I’ve got things to say, but I can not speak. I’m losing more faith with every week And I’m lost inside and it’s finally starting to show. And I know you know.
hey darling, i hope you’re good tonight.
Nothing is ever going to feel as real as what once was. But for now I’m loving this feeling of reality, being real good.
Ah remembering the day I couldn’t stop looking at my new watch. Racing time. Running through the airport, dropping the camera. Getting to the gate and busting into tears because we missed the flight. 10 days without my dad, I was exhausted, I just wanted to get home. Having to wait for 2 more flights. But looking back now, I wish I could have gotten back on that plane and gone straight back to Paris.
hehehehe :) rompers, dresses, sunglasses, sandals. this is what i live for. and i will get to live it in 34 days! so essssited
