It’s fascinating to me the way we function. You meet people and then you’re around them all the time, and you love them and care about them and then someone leaves, and then nothing changes, new people are met, new relationships are made and its the huge cycle that doesn’t stop for the ones left behind.
Thought I’d cry for you forever But I couldn’t so I didn’t People’s children die and they don’t even cry forever Thought I’d see your face in my mind for all time But I don’t even remember what your ears looked like
And the clock still strikes midnight and noon And the sun still rises and so does the moon Birds still migrate south and people move on Even though I’m no longer in your arms Thought the mountain would crumble And the rivers would bend But I thought all wrong and the world did not end Guess the maps will just have to stay the same for a while Didn’t even need therapy to rehabilitate my smile Rehabilitate my smile
Thought I’d cry for you forever But I couldn’t so I didn’t…
Im quite mad at you. You got a girlfriend, awesome. It was bound to happen. It sucks you moved on before me. But hey, lets face it..you had moved on while we were still together. Im mad because you decided to get a girlfriend right after we had spent a whole summer mending what was broken, building an actual friendship, hanging out, holding conversations. Thats what sucks. Because now, all of that was completely pointless. A waste of my time, my effort. You can count on the next time we talk, it wont be because I said something to you first. Now, Im embarrassed, ashamed and scared to talk to you. So much for me going to your shows. I hope to God you treat her well. I hope you dont treat her like you treated me. I also hope you dont lead her on for 9 months then decide to break her heart. You really lost a friend. But what does it matter, I never mattered to you anyway.